in his mind
6/28/20 recently, news keep telling me that my classmate X arrived in the Yth rank in terms of wealth. If I have the money, I will create some top hospitals. I have waited months to get my insurance done for out-of-state doctors, waited a few more months to finally see my doctors, and then I will still need to wait some months for surgery. Yet, I am still the lucky one who CAN access to good doctors.
“The very beginning mind itself is the most accomplished mind of true enlightenment” Due to the pandemic, I am able to 24/7 see my son. I write down a few his stories here. Wish the sweetness and warmth can reach all of you.
– What is this, Amos?
– It is a heart, a heart for everybody!
– What’s inside a heart?
– People. (Amos then added some people inside)
-I want to take a picture with my friends!
Mama, wake up!
Surprise! this is a surprise bag! (He reaches inside the bag)
You got these toys for surprise!
here is some lollipop for you!
this is yours, Chicken Soup ! 
I made you a beautiful bracelet!
Mama, did you see rainbows? 
this is the round rainbow
– I made you a gift and inside the giftbox, you can find these toys, and you can play them by putting them together like this!
– aha
Festivities designed by Amos
– I made an obstacle course
– okay, let’s play. What are you doing with my socks?
– it’s a glove
– (%$&S**??S)
The truck is plumbing 
This is a bunker bed, I sleep on the top, my toys sleep in the bottom, towed by my truck (his RV, I guess)
Everyday, there are different things that are arranged to sleep with me.
This firetruck is saving a cat 
many different versions of firetrucks
Yesterday, we were launching a rocket and at the third launch. The rocket went up and never showed up again. Today he made this below and said “this is our lost rocket, the parachute is folded inside and there is an astronaut in it”
The above is our today’s main character “Amos”. Besides his name, I also call him “cutie” “little people” or his Chinese names. When I hold his hand across the street, he said “Mama, I like to hold your hand so much” When I say ” I am going to hospital” He said “Mama, I take care of you. Oh, I start taking care of you right now, I help you carry this headphone” Then he took my headphone to his room and enjoyed himself.
He likes to draw crazy people and make crazy vehicles
He doesn’t think that’s a dipper, but it’s a truck that has a long tail towing something
And he negotiates. One day, he followed me to the exercise room, and laid down flat and grued into my yoga mat.
– get up please, I need to use it. (in an instructive tone)
– (no response)
– oh, Amos, you are such a good boy. (in a soft tone)
– (no response)
– Alright, an ice bar. (in a business tone)
– Okay! (bounced up like a spring)